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March oh March.

Writing is a part of my healing process. Writing helps me to understand reality that I faced. Tapi kali ini, rasanya saya ingin diam saja. Tidak mau banyak menulis, tidak mau sembuh. Rasanya saya ingin sakit saja selamanya!

Maret tahun lalu, saya mengalami kejadian patah hati yang lebih parah dari ini. Di bulan yang sama, kenapa tahun ini patah hati lagi? Waktu itu saya bilang,”Saya tidak mau kenal lelaki lagi, saya lelah.” Dan kemudian saya terjatuh lagi. Saya jatuh cinta lagi, saya sayang sama orang lagi, hanya untuk patah hati kembali. Siklus. Life. Actually, I ask for it. It just appeared in my front door, knocked, then I welcomed it. The rest is history.

What’s wrong with me?

I am human. That’s why. When he said I am too arrogant to be his partner, that’s hurt. How could somebody sacrifice her (in my case, it’s me as woman) time, money, heart for one man that lived far away? Arrogant didn’t match sacrifice ‘word’. Wrong interpretation and lack of communication, it made us grow apart. He is with his new life, and I am still who I am. Every body’s changing but I don’t feel the same.



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